User blog comment:ChristinaGrimmieLove/I May Have Depression/@comment-27081549-20171113005012

Depression is a serious issue, I can tell you first hand. Around six or seven months ago I was severely depressed and I have in the past cut myself and tried to kill myself... I felt that everyone was against me and that I was worthless. While this has somewhat gone away, it did take time and coming to terms with the idea that I needed help. I found it very useful to talk to someone about it, maybe a school counselor (that helped me)?

I still do get depressed but I have it managed now, remember that you are special and that it will get better, I know that even in the darkest hour it is very hard to say that, it seems somewhat false but please believe me when I say that it will get better.

Sometimes you may not feel accepted but the way I see it popularity is a whole bunch of BS, where I go to school someone is usually popular because they have done something stupid or someone is too scared to not be frieds with someone, highschool is tough...

I try to ignore those at my school who are just a**holes, they're not worth your time. Comments are said a lot about me and it honestly makes me feel worse because they don't understand what I am going through, I know how somedays a school day feels like a year and every minute feels like an hour. I don't feel accepted very much at the school I go to...

Please, do not end your life, if you need help please there is a whole bunch of people who are willing to talk here on the wiki (myself included). Please, don't do it.

If you really need someone please call lifeline 1-800-273-8255, it helped me when I was in my darkest hour.

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