User blog:Spalman100/A few words about me

Where do I even start?

Ok, so some of you may not be interested in a text about me, some may are. But I want to tell you something to help you understand me better.

I have schizophrenia. For those who don't know what that is: It is a disease. And it affects the way I write something. I can write a whole book, where everything makes sense to me, but when I read it again or others read it, it is completely bulls--t. I maybe forget to add a word or start a sentence, then stop mid-way and start forming another sentence which makes no sense. But I do not realise that until I read it once again or twice.

Almost every comment which I write on this wiki, I add a smiley behind it. That is just because I am afraid to sound mean or make others angry at me. In reallife, I am often really scared to talk to someone because I am afraid that that what I say, doesn't make any sense and people may get annoyed from me. So if I ever write something and it sounds mean, then I probably didn't mean it that way.

Well and there is the part where you can help me: If you ever read a comment or text from me, where I conjugated a verb wrong, or I forgot a word or something similar, please let me know. You would really help me to see my mistakes, and make them better next time. Thank you for reading this far and have a nice day :)