User blog:JohnDotto/I...

am messed up.

I can never be funny. Ever. That's the reason I don't have any friends. At all. I also take things very seriously. It just causes many awkward and difficult situations that I don't know how to deal with! That is also the case here in the wiki! Sometimes I try to be funny and people give me weird looks. And when I reach to a difficult situation, I feel bewildered and uncomfortable.

Also, I feel cold, lonely, and empty. When stress builds up, I don't know how to combat it. No one is there to lift me up. In school, that can never be more true. And when I come here, I feel stressed out, and bored as hell. I don't have anyone to talk on Facebook other than you guys. But sometimes, because of my dumbed down brain, I can ake some really stupid stuff here, and that causes some really awkward and difficult situations, and worst case scenario, me getting blocked. It's just... difficult for me! There also some people telling me to take a break from the wiki! Confession, I just can't! I'm stuck! I am so bored and stressed out! I have family issues as well! And I don't have a lot of money in me! Also, I don't have any friends! The internet is literally the only way I can relieve my stress, but sometimes the internet cause me stress! I do not know what to do at that point! It's just too much for me!

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i just don't know...