User blog:AnimationStuff11/I'm seriously leaving this rotting community BYE

you know what

if you people still can't trust me, it obviously proves that you still haven't forgiven me for what i did (if what i did even impacted the whole wiki)

i am for once tired of all the mocking, negativity and sassing that i have gotten

you obviously don't know that my apologies were sincere and that i was very sorry

speaking of sorry, why should i be saying it

i have never done anything terrible to anyone in the first place

i have no idea if mh is spreading rumors and defacing me behind my back just to make me seem like i was a terrible person, but i'm 100% sure he is judging by your attitude towards me (it really upsets me but you'll probably continue in the comments)

if you think i'm homophobic, go ahead (just proves that you're sensitive about every single detail in your life)

but the truth is that i've always tried to make friends with everyone here since the day i came (even mh, but he just treat me like crap from the beginning as i guess he didn't appreciate me)

i seriously have a good attitude towards people (only if they don't treat me like crap)

and if you think i'm racist and cringey, go ahead (at least i'm only learning from someone that i directly mentioned here)

even though my contributions on this wiki were small, at least i still tried my best to help

the most useful contributions i remember doing was helping a few people and introducing the wiki to "the nekci menij show" and rabb.it

i still really want to contribute today, but i just don't have that same passion for doing so as i did before

i was planning to stay through the release of jd2018, but i guess i'm not welcomed here

this post wasn't for sympathy, it was just for me to express my feeling which has been bothering me for awhile now

either you understand my real feelings and attitude from me or from mh's exaggerated version of me

i seriously don't care the least anymore