User blog comment:JayJaytheJDFan/I don't belong here, do I?/@comment-33268460-20200112020144/@comment-29512888-20200112135719

I don't know if you'll ever read this, but I just wanted to say that it's really sad to see you being stuck in this situation. I've suffered from the same problem during my school period due to me being very isolated from the world, everyone thought I was weird or something, and I wound up believing in such a lie and carving it into my brain, with the result that I spent years with almost no friends at all.

Now that I'm in university, things have gone better, but I sometimes wonder whether those new friends are real or they will just mess with me one day.

Anyway, I encourage you to find new friends that are actually nice to you instead of those ungrateful inhuman beings. Join a club, exchange words with anyone who seems cool to you, go out - anything that helps you find new people is OK. It might take a while but, if I were you, I'd rather keep trying than stay with those terrible "friends" you have in school.