User blog comment:AnimationStuff11/do you people find joy in treating me like trash/@comment-24519445-20171005154353/@comment-25351220-20171006002725

1) it's pretty much half and half. i'm not really interested into rupaul's drag race but having people put quotes in my face is pretty annoying. i can actually take the blame for the second part as i wasn't really thinking about what i said then. but i've apologised, sadly no one seems to make it seriously.

2) i try to watch my words, but some of the people that are rude to me also rub in some really terrible stuff and it's just really unbearable.

3) read the part about the jokes mh made to me

4) i'm sometimes aware that jokes can be bad sometimes, but mh has proven this wrong to me when he said "you're from china" and made many asian stereotyping jokes towards me in many occasions. so that's pretty much why i told jokes that are sometimes too far.

but i don't really disregard people after i tell the jokes. if they're offended, i apologise.

i am trying very hard to change, it's just that i'm not given the courage to as seen by mh telling me to leave.