WARNING: This blog is NOT clickbait. Everything described here is REAL.
Hello everyone! How are you?
Sadly, I have to drop this short blog to let you know I'm not feeling very well. Since Monday, March 4th, 2019, I have experienced issues with anxiety and stress, which are caused by school. I've had to study nonstop since February 1st, 2019 (literally), because I've had at least one test every week. Right when I thought there was nothing else, someone came and dropped another one, forcing me to keep working in spite of me really wanting a break. All of this constant stress caused a few health problems, including headaches, feeling dizzy, running out of breath and not being able to concentrate. Whenever I think about school, I feel like that, even when I simply have to pack my bag for school or talk about my problems. Sometimes, I even struggle trying to find the correct words, making my speech sound stuttered and weary.
Unexpectedly, these problems also apply to my free time in the wiki. I tried to keep editing because I thought it would have been a nice pastime to keep school off my mind, but it actually turned out to be way harder than it seemed. As soon as I open the website, my head starts spinning and I feel a weird sensation in my chest, as if I didn't have enough oxygen; because of this, it takes me a while to press the right buttons on the keyboard and I often make typos, which require unexpectedly higher amounts of effort than usual for me to find and fix.
Because of this, I will be less active for a while. I'm not completely leaving, but I will spend much less time in the wiki to focus on my own health (especially because I still want that "Edit every day!" badge lol), so please don't get angry if I don't answer your messages or if I don't give bans or warnings in time. I have already undergone blood and urine exams on Thursday (March 7th), and I'm receiving the final results on Saturday (March 9th). I will let you know soon! (Unless the doctor tells me to do nothing for a while, of course :P)
I hope you can understand, and I particularly hope my reduced presence will not cause serious problems to the community. Take care!